Look forward and back....

So this end of the year stuff is starting to hit me. As I was able to see my last years students and then watching this years go I have to just think we got through it. These last few weeks with my students as well as some parents has been really hard. Then also the up and down changes happening with my job I thought I was going to fall apart. But with the help of the amazing staff I had people to help me through it as they complimented me, held my hand or hugged me when I cried, and helped with the battles. So right now it hits me that tomorrow is my last day with them and the tears are flowing. Im the baby at my school and they have truly been a family to me and taught me so much. This was my first teaching job and I dont think I will ever forget these two years and especially this staff. As much as I know change is good and happens for a reason it saddens me that if Sacramento does go through I will be at another school. I am working to be optimistic about all parts of my life and it is part of what gets me through the day. But it always goes back to the people in your lives and once again I can say, I have been blessed.

So my friend Heather wanted me to updated my blog more often so I am going to work on this but for right now I will give you my update. School is over this week which makes me so excited. I so need a break right to sleep in, get caught up on reading, traveling, and having a blast. Well for those of you who dont know I am looking for a job in Sacramento..well that hasnt been any news in that area but I am trying to keep positive. But with that I am keeping my ground covered here with a job. But this week was informed that I will not have a job at my school and will be moving to Mineral King 6th grade. But we will see what happens over the next few months. Other than that I am getting ready for my trip to Utah in 2 weeks with my parents for a family and roommate reunion. Oh yea Bethany and Carsten are coming to town for a few days which makes me so happy.Then we will see what the summer holds...I do know though that I need change although I am thankful for my family and close friends who help me along..so we will see what the next entry holds:)